So now, Part Two of Parenting…..
Ok, so anyway, I was watching the ABC segment about teenage pregnancy. And, here I have to insert some more history…
Side Bar – I rarely ever cry anymore. I don’t mean for this to see like I am pointing fingers but….I simply don’t cry. And for those of you who don’t read my Mental and Emotional Health blog, I have a therapist, a psychiatrist and I suffer from depression. At this point, I am apparently severely numbed by life. Because we don’t let our kids watch grown up tv, we dvr our crime shows and other that The View, that’s about all we watch. Still no crying. I couldn’t tell you the last time I cried at a funeral.
So, with that, tonight I was watching the segment ABC on teenage pregnancy. The young girls on the show, or one girl in particular, had a set of twins. She had agreed to give the babies up for adoption. They showed her in the hospital and holding her babies. It was painful. The young girl was crying, holding her babies, talking to the adopting parents.
I burst into tears as she handed one baby to the adopting mother and she handed that baby to the adopting father and then the birth mother handed the adopting mother the other baby. Oh the tears. I had one of my kids in my lap scratching his back and the other lying on the sofa beside me an I was…scratching his back as well.
I realize that I am not a very good parent. I realized I haven’t really ever understood much about my own parents. I also realized that those teenagers make a very difficult decision.
And, so I kept crying.

June 25th, 2009 at 9:59 pm
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